Friday, August 31, 2007

Some Days are better spent with your head in the sand!


Some days, Like today(Thursday) was a good opportunity to catch up on reading, laundry, sleep or just watch a new movie(like Blades of glory, It was slow to start but was better in the end) It however, was Not a good day to go to work, Well at least for me that is.....
I try every day, to go in to work with a smile on my face, a skip in my step and with the feeling that THIS is gonna be one helluva great day...... BUT since the district bitch Manager is visiting, she has put me in my lowly little place and wiped the smile off my face, that was promptly followed by tears(which is not something I do with ease[cry that is]..... She stabbed me in my ankle so I wouldn't walk so happily, OF course she didn't really stab me just figuratively speaking. And I found out once I got there this morning that I was gonna have several things to think about once this day was over.
My day started much like it did the last time I opened that store, hectically, busily But I guess that the district bitch manager thinks that I was sitting in a lawn chair and drinking PiƱa Coladas .......

She insulted me and made me feel like a stupid slob that had never done anything right in my entire life..... She also did this to the other person who came in at 9.
When I got a chance at 11:30 to take my first break, I ran out in tears and called my Husband just to hear someones voice who loves me.
This woman [I use this term loosely] had the nuts to announce to us that: She was not gonna continue to give [you people] extra hours out if we were gonna continue to drag around at this speed???- THIS is what I would have loved to say to her, - Look! number 1- I don't know who's blowing smoke up who's jockey shorts but we get NO extra hours. 15 hours was all that most of us got last week. And to be perfectly honest with you lady, that's not enough to buy a few groceries and the gas I spend coming here. ( to be honest I don't know how some of them single parent families make it.)
Number 2- I don't know what you think about it, but could we wear roller skates so we can fly around here at the speed of light to kiss your ass get the job done faster...... Oh yes also, can we wear knee pads so that when we are tripping over our dicks from running around like chickens with their heads chopped off grease and water standing in puddles on the floor, we wont have to sue the livin shit out of you get hurt.....
Oh yes, Miss I'm better than everyone else, since your so brutally honest, I would like to tell you that this pitiful 7 dollar an hour job is not worth me crying like a baby at the end of the day in pain or during any shift because you treat me like I'm dirt on the ground!. I will not be talked to the way you think you are gonna talk to me, whether you think you're better than me or not....
Look you slimy, ass kissing , blow jobbing to the top, slutty bitch if you ever talk to me that way again I will beat your ass and don't think I don't have the job qualifications to do it.
Some think I may have gone off the deep end here, BUT I dont care, maybe I have. I don't care who it is and what job it is, A person should not have to be insulted like they are stupid and live in filth and don't do even the slightest thing right day after day. I am personally sick of it. I have NEVER had a job where I was as miserable this soon after starting the job as I am right now!
I am now going to put other applications out at Publix, I just don't wish to continue my career at
The store that has her for a district manager -PERIOD-

I had lunch with the Bakery Manager Today(Thursday) and she told me that the only reason I had not been switched over to bakery is that the Deli manager said I was one of her strongest people and she didn't want to lose me! Ha!
I am flattered, BUT I want my decorator job! But one bad thing is this district bimbo is gonna be opening the new bakery at our store too and shes already been over talking garbage to the bakery about how their cakes look atrocious and that the bread isn't up to Winn Dixie standards, Um hey lady, wait a minute ... The bread looks great! This woman is really not a nice person and that's all I can say about her..........
I have met very few people in my life that I couldn't get along with or at least try, but this woman has really pissed me off. Hate is a strong word so I won't use it but I had to say a long long long prayer tonight when I went to bed for the first time.! Yes, it's 2 AM Friday Morning and I just woke up...... I just can't get what that woman said to me out of my head....

Oh well Thanks for listening, I HAD to let that go so I can move on :)
Peace!

7 comments:

Rashi said...

nice !

gr8 to have found this one, hovering...shall visit more...

luck !

Donna said...

If you allow her words to affect you, then she has acomplished what she set out to do. To bully. Some one who has to do that to another human being, has been shown the same treatment in their lives. If there are a lot of workers with the same attitude about this woman, file a greivance or approach a district manager with authority. Don't quit..words are nothing. Stand up, and put that smile back on your face. You can do it...

Not a Granny said...

Stress on the job is the main cause of accidents. Obviously this person really has no management skills. I really wonder how she made it this far.

Have you considered, quietly, looking for another bakery position? At a different chain of stores maybe?

Shinade said...

you're tagged:)Ilove you ~ jackie

Tish said...

Judy, there's another award for you on my blog. Congrats!

Christy said...

That sucks Judy. I call people like that energy suckers, and I don't want to be around them. It's like their sole mission is to get you down. If she continues to upset you I would just look for something else, you don't want to feel miserable. Pray, pray, pray about what you should do. And good luck. I'm always around if you need to talk. :)

Sugar Queens Dream said...

To Rashi,Thanks you, do come by again!

Donna, Thanks but unless I get the bakery job soon, I'm looking for lodging elsewhere!

Not a Granny, Yep and I have been putting in applications....

Shinade, thanks

Tish, Wowsers! Thank You!

Christy, I have prayed and so far nothing, but I'm not giving up hope. I pride myself on not being a quitter! but you know sometimes it just doesn't pay to stay in a play you are just NOT happy!
I'm putting out applications elsewhere.
Thank you Christy Z for your thoughtful comments!

Peace!