Sunday, December 07, 2008

Hold on.......

At some point my body has begun the process of going on strike! I wish it would quit it, but I don't think that's gonna happen!
I have had some rather large health mountains to climb this last year as far as this old "house = body" is concerned, and just when I thought things were better, they turned out to be anything but better. I had Radio Active Iodine therapy for Graves Diease, I felt like a 20 year old for 3 months, so much that I went back to work in a Bakery- Walmart*. I love this job, but after working there for 2 months, I started swelling and going down hill fast. I went to the Doctor last week and they now believe that my Thyroid has officially died, and I need a synthetic hormone for it to get better.... I have a Doctors appointment Monday and Tuesday to find out and then to do something about it. I also have carpel tunnel in my left arm and hand and a bad, bad bacterial sinus infection, all I can say is, have you ever say a plum before it becomes a prune, I gained 9 pounds in 2 months running my litaral arse off 8 hours a day, I dont have time to sit much less to eat!..... I look like the biggest moon you ever saw! I also have swelling of the feet so bad that it feels like I am walking on pillows.... I had to remove my wedding ring for the first time in 20 years due to the fact I almost can't get it off and it was cutting into my finger. My blood pressure was so high my Doctor squealed and it was: NOT a pretty sight LOL she said OMG! If we don't get this down we might not have to worry about the rest of you...
But guess what, my Sugar count is 112 or below every day! LOL LOL LOL
Sorry for bitching, I am overwhelmed and scared at the same time, I cry at moments notice over anything.... I just don't get it!
I am just getting around to trying to decorate for Christmas, my Favorite Holiday, It's very sad..... I will not, for the first time in years, be making Christmas Cookies for friends and family or for Georg's Company and that makes me wish I didn't know how to bake, It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't feel so guilty for not doing it. I just don't have the strength.... I am falling apart at the seams.... I think of each of you often and hope life is good for you and that EACH AND EVERYONE of you have a Blessed and Healthy Christmas, I hope you get what you wish for and that you enjoy a prosperous New Year!!!
My love and SUGAR to you all....
Until we meet again, I bid you Peace. God Bless, Judy
I will Bog again as soon as I can, Hugs and Love

9 comments:

Daddy Papersurfer said...

Oh dear, you are in a bad way. Penfold has got a bad infection in his sinuses at the moment which just won't go away and that's making him feel awful and that's just one thing for you.
Hopefully the synthetic hormones will kick in soon and you'll start feeling like your old self.
AND don't feel guilty - you've got to get yourself sorted FIRST *hugs*

Not a Granny said...

I'm sorry to hear that things have hit such a low spot! Take care of yourself, do what your Dr. says, rest and I'll be here when you get back!!

Olga, the Traveling Bra said...

I agree with Daddy P! (WHAT?!?!?) Relaly...he's a smart guy...so listen to him! :)

You take care of YOU! That's the most important thing. Love ya Sugar!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO
~Olga

70steen said...

you take care hun ... listen to the advice you get.

to cheer you it is almost Christmas and get your hat on over at FMB :-) x

swooze said...

Hey sweetie have been thinking of you. Hope the docs get you all fixed up and back to feeling like a 20 year old soon!

ROTUS said...

I guess I've been neglecting my friends. Here's a little sweet to make amends. Get well.

Pauline said...

hey matey,,,Merry Christmas and Happy New Year....hope all improves for ya in the new year...
take care have fun and I will have a beer for ya!!

fracas said...

I came by to wish you Christmas hugs and love, and hope for better health in 2009!

XOXOXO Judy!

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