My heart is breaking....

My Daughter told me today that she will be moving way down south.... I probably won't see my first and only Grand Daughter much for most of her life... This saddens me beyond words... I have cried most of the day for my losses. I had hoped to be involved for much of her life. I have been with her almost every other day for the past 6 months. I diapered and dressed her in the hospital, I fed her first bottle to her , I stayed up for 3 solid days after she was born taking care of Bella and my Daughter. I love this little girl with all of my heart and I know I seem selfish right now but I just wish I could crawl under a rock and sleep this away. I know thats not gonna happen so I just feel like crying.....
I know that if this move of theirs was made with better thinking I would still be sad, but I think that the 3 of them will be no better off where they are going. If truth be known, I have been closer to my Daughter Jessica than either Erin or Will, but I always felt Jessica needed it. I spoiled her and she is repaying me by taking something from me and that breaks my heart.... I am trying to work through my feelings of loss and hurt and will try and post another day.... I went into Wal-Mart and cried the whole time because I saw the little princess dress I had thought I would be sharing with Bella one day, I looked at the learning toys I thought I would be sharing with her some time, I saw the toys I had been putting off buying just yet all because I thought I had time to get them. Now I am faced with a loss that I know to some may sound silly, I realize that many Grand Parents live far from their Grand Children but I want mine near me. I have loved Bella since Jessica first told me she was pregnant and now I have to let go. I hate it.... So with tears I sit, trying to understand why I again have to give what seems irrelevant to some but so devastating to me......